October 23, 2009
“God, who creates and preserves all things, should make Jesus perfect through suffering.” ~Hebrews 2:10
In this verse the author of Hebrews tells us the natural order of suffering. Not even Jesus, God’s own son, was immune from it’s grips. In matters of the human experience we are all bound to experience levels of suffering.
Depression, mental illness, are labels inflicted on may to describe a human level of suffering and the darkness of the depths of depression. Hopelessness and unrest exemplify the human experience and embody the meaning of the word suffering. The only difference in diagnosis and the human experience it represents is the name humans, medical professionals, put on it.
To be so uncomfortable is a feeling human nature rails against. Of late, with my own mental illness, I have tried to embrace such darkness. I am learning, though often with barred knuckles, the humility and acceptance that is a part of who I have been created to be in order to be one with Jesus. I don’t like suffering and resist it’s grip. I don’t volunteer for the experience no matter how close it brings me to my creator. But I do know that in my own darkness Jesus allows me to be one with him. As a creation, perfect in it’s human flaws and the experience of darkness, Jesus comforts me.
When reading further in Hebrews the author speaks these words,
“And now He [Jesus] can help those who are tempted, because he himself was tempted and suffered.” ~ Hebrews 2:18
The temptation is to run away, but we can learn lessons from Jesus’ own experience. We may have been made to experience the darkness of suffering nestled deep within the human soul, but we are not made to do it alone.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Questions Lead Me to More Questions
October 15, 2009
This morning I am sitting in a hotel room in beautiful Syracuse, NY. The sun is shinning brightly, a sharp contrast to yesterday’s rainy, cool bleakness. I feel a sense of hope, surrounded by Syracuse University. I am excited to be among a community of learners, I am comfortable, a simple word that conveys a deep feeling within me.
This is where questions are asked without judgment and celebration occurs with the discovery of answers. I am at home surrounded by teachers and students. The atmosphere is one of acceptance, excitement even. I am impressed by the effort made by the staff in making me feel welcome by carving out precious time to meet with me. I feel important and even courted!
As I was reflecting on my daily meditation I am once again reminded of God’s promise in the book of Luke. “Ask and you will receive; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.” ~Luke 11:9. I have lately been asking, seeking and knocking. This is a period of transition for me, my children are growing toward greater independence, my marriage is changing, and my interests are expanding. I have so many questions.
The quest for answers has let me to further my education and I have been investigating higher education as an option for the next half of my professional life. Syracuse University is where God has let me today, just for today, to ask. In their search for answers students and teachers alike discover the answer to the challenging questions of social justice. In my search for answers, I have been expanding my understanding of disability across lifespan; How community attitude plays a role in acceptance, how to change policy and law to give persons with disability opportunity to succeed and be productive members of society, how fear plays a role in blocking an attitude of acceptance, where to best put my efforts in order to affect change, what are the strategies that work and those that don’t , when are individuals and community ready to make needed change.
In my search I have asked these questions: How do we create “Schools of Promise” where all students are included, belong and have equal opportunity to learn? Where are we with regard to inclusive practices in higher education? How can we make the system better? Should government be involved in reviewing medical decisions involving persons with disability? Where are we in education since the Brown vs. The Board of Education decision that guaranteed all students regardless of disability the right to public education? Why are people with disabilities still the largest group of unemployed citizens? How can we position health care in such a way it doesn’t discriminate against those that are forced to use it? Why do we still see disability as something that we cannot relate to and affects the “other” person? Will we ever put in place policies and practices that value the contribution of all persons regardless of their limitations? Are we really that much different?
I am not sure I will get the answers to all these questions and each time I ask one question I come up with five more I didn’t ask. When the asking, seeking, and knocking are done, then I know I have done all I could!
This morning I am sitting in a hotel room in beautiful Syracuse, NY. The sun is shinning brightly, a sharp contrast to yesterday’s rainy, cool bleakness. I feel a sense of hope, surrounded by Syracuse University. I am excited to be among a community of learners, I am comfortable, a simple word that conveys a deep feeling within me.
This is where questions are asked without judgment and celebration occurs with the discovery of answers. I am at home surrounded by teachers and students. The atmosphere is one of acceptance, excitement even. I am impressed by the effort made by the staff in making me feel welcome by carving out precious time to meet with me. I feel important and even courted!
As I was reflecting on my daily meditation I am once again reminded of God’s promise in the book of Luke. “Ask and you will receive; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.” ~Luke 11:9. I have lately been asking, seeking and knocking. This is a period of transition for me, my children are growing toward greater independence, my marriage is changing, and my interests are expanding. I have so many questions.
The quest for answers has let me to further my education and I have been investigating higher education as an option for the next half of my professional life. Syracuse University is where God has let me today, just for today, to ask. In their search for answers students and teachers alike discover the answer to the challenging questions of social justice. In my search for answers, I have been expanding my understanding of disability across lifespan; How community attitude plays a role in acceptance, how to change policy and law to give persons with disability opportunity to succeed and be productive members of society, how fear plays a role in blocking an attitude of acceptance, where to best put my efforts in order to affect change, what are the strategies that work and those that don’t , when are individuals and community ready to make needed change.
In my search I have asked these questions: How do we create “Schools of Promise” where all students are included, belong and have equal opportunity to learn? Where are we with regard to inclusive practices in higher education? How can we make the system better? Should government be involved in reviewing medical decisions involving persons with disability? Where are we in education since the Brown vs. The Board of Education decision that guaranteed all students regardless of disability the right to public education? Why are people with disabilities still the largest group of unemployed citizens? How can we position health care in such a way it doesn’t discriminate against those that are forced to use it? Why do we still see disability as something that we cannot relate to and affects the “other” person? Will we ever put in place policies and practices that value the contribution of all persons regardless of their limitations? Are we really that much different?
I am not sure I will get the answers to all these questions and each time I ask one question I come up with five more I didn’t ask. When the asking, seeking, and knocking are done, then I know I have done all I could!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Call to Action - Part 1
“Be strong and courageous and do the work. Don’t be afraid or discouraged by the size of the task for the Lord God, my God is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you. He will see to it that all the work related to the temple of the Lord is finished correctly.”
~1Cronicles 28:20
These are words spoken by King David to his son Solomon as he was instructed to complete the task David started: to finish the Temple to house the Ark of the Covenant. God had instructed David to gather all the materials, each carefully selected and stored. But David was not to build the temple, that task would be left to his son. David recognized that Solomon would need words of encouragement if her were to complete this daunting task. Solomon would need to know that if he continued with the task god had instructed him to do; god would give him the strength and courage to follow it to completion.
How many times do we need this same encouragement? Many! Beginning something that seems big, with an uncertain outcome can be frightening. To be fearful is a normal reaction to an unfamiliar task. We ask ourselves, “How will I ever manage to complete this? Am I really supposed to do this?” Our typical response is to stop the progress, to run away, to quit, giving up. Wee justify our actions by claiming, “I wasn’t supposed to do that anyway. Someone else can do it better. I just don’t have the time.” We allow our fear to take over; we forget that if God is with us, if we are doing god’s work in our lives he will give us the strength to follow our plans to completion.
If tragedy, illness, or poor choices come into our lives God offers us hope. He recognizes being human is often difficult. Life can place some very challenging situations in our path: death, illness, disability, divorce. We will often make mistakes in the way we choose to handle these situations. We become absorbed by the self and we forget we are to do God’s work. If life is falling apart, God gives us a way out. We are responsible to rebuild our lives. God gives us all the tools to do that. He wants us to value ourselves and build a “Temple” in which he can dwell.
God also asks us to build temples in community. God didn’t leave David or Solomon to do the enormous task in front of them alone. He gave them thousands of followers to do the task. Each individual person was to play a vital role in bringing the task to completion. I am seeking to build a temple within my community. It has become my vocation to work toward the betterment of the lives of those with disability. For too long they and their families have lived in social isolation, being rejected in the communities of church, work and school. Those with disability and their families long to participate in activities with others, however physical and attitudinal barriers often keep them from doing so. As a parent of a child with a disability and inclusion specialist I have experienced these things in my own life as I struggle to participate. What is preventing your workplace, school, or church from designing fully inclusive environments that honor individual differences?
We can remember and use the instructions David gave his son Solomon as he was instructing him on how to build the temple. We can be assured that God will see to it that the work we set out to do in service to him will be finished correctly. We can be assured as we go out in service to God and work to build our lives, communities, churches and schools to be temples in which God resides that: “Every part of this plan… was given to me in writing from the hand of the Lord.” ~1Chronicles 28:19
~1Cronicles 28:20
These are words spoken by King David to his son Solomon as he was instructed to complete the task David started: to finish the Temple to house the Ark of the Covenant. God had instructed David to gather all the materials, each carefully selected and stored. But David was not to build the temple, that task would be left to his son. David recognized that Solomon would need words of encouragement if her were to complete this daunting task. Solomon would need to know that if he continued with the task god had instructed him to do; god would give him the strength and courage to follow it to completion.
How many times do we need this same encouragement? Many! Beginning something that seems big, with an uncertain outcome can be frightening. To be fearful is a normal reaction to an unfamiliar task. We ask ourselves, “How will I ever manage to complete this? Am I really supposed to do this?” Our typical response is to stop the progress, to run away, to quit, giving up. Wee justify our actions by claiming, “I wasn’t supposed to do that anyway. Someone else can do it better. I just don’t have the time.” We allow our fear to take over; we forget that if God is with us, if we are doing god’s work in our lives he will give us the strength to follow our plans to completion.
If tragedy, illness, or poor choices come into our lives God offers us hope. He recognizes being human is often difficult. Life can place some very challenging situations in our path: death, illness, disability, divorce. We will often make mistakes in the way we choose to handle these situations. We become absorbed by the self and we forget we are to do God’s work. If life is falling apart, God gives us a way out. We are responsible to rebuild our lives. God gives us all the tools to do that. He wants us to value ourselves and build a “Temple” in which he can dwell.
God also asks us to build temples in community. God didn’t leave David or Solomon to do the enormous task in front of them alone. He gave them thousands of followers to do the task. Each individual person was to play a vital role in bringing the task to completion. I am seeking to build a temple within my community. It has become my vocation to work toward the betterment of the lives of those with disability. For too long they and their families have lived in social isolation, being rejected in the communities of church, work and school. Those with disability and their families long to participate in activities with others, however physical and attitudinal barriers often keep them from doing so. As a parent of a child with a disability and inclusion specialist I have experienced these things in my own life as I struggle to participate. What is preventing your workplace, school, or church from designing fully inclusive environments that honor individual differences?
We can remember and use the instructions David gave his son Solomon as he was instructing him on how to build the temple. We can be assured that God will see to it that the work we set out to do in service to him will be finished correctly. We can be assured as we go out in service to God and work to build our lives, communities, churches and schools to be temples in which God resides that: “Every part of this plan… was given to me in writing from the hand of the Lord.” ~1Chronicles 28:19
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